bad mood

今天的心情糟透了

不懂为何

就是感到很不舒服

很辛苦啊

很闷闷不乐啊

会不会是天气太热的关系？

又或许是体内热？

还是说要生了？

有谁能了解我现在的状况？

感觉到全身越来越沉重

压力

犹如背了一大堆的大石头在爬山

累累累累累

很想睡但就是睡不着

难受极了

心情糟透了

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

谁能救我哦

~~count down~~

still gt 17 days to go~~
very very nervous n scare
last sat went to c doc
n my baby's weight is edy 2.9kg
hope tat my baby's weight wont add gainz
cuz it ll caused hard to gv birth
n d doc also got teach us when we should go to d hospital


i hope it wont b so painful
o pain for so so so long time
hope tat i can gv birth so so easily
(hehehhehehe~~~hope so)


last thursday nite
my stomach suddenly felt so so pain...
dunno how to describe it
reli reli very pain
my hubby also nervous until sweat a lot
thankfully he still can record d time for me


n d doc said this is jz "fake pain"
wah~~ this pain reli can kill ppl la
pain until i cry =.=///
reli cant stand tat pain
at tat time i still ask my hubby
"need to go to hospital o not"
hahahahahhahah...
silly me =.=


n now i jz pray tat everything ll b FINE
n d most important things is baby n me ll b safe n healthy
n pls continue to pray for me :-D
thanks a lot
may God bless u all
n hav a nice n wonderful day






love ya
j0y j0y

^^^^^ b@d b@d m0oD ^^^^^

ararararararr....
nt feeling so well nw...
darm bad bad bad bad mood....
dunno y ar.....
so so so so so suffer ar......


who can help me???
i wana explore le.......
ararararar......
wana hit wana bite ppl ar.....
arararar...
jz feel like crazy rite nw.....


who can help me???
reli cant stand ar....
feel like many many bomb inside me nw....


wat can i do nw???
who can tell me wat is going on wif me???


hope can hav a good sleep nw ar.......
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~

===== 感谢神 =====

前两个星期刚去了医院做检查
很高兴的是一切都很顺利
而且我的血从9.多一下飞到11.多
真的很感谢神，也很让我惊讶
因为我还以为这次血又下降了
在这里也要感谢我的爸爸妈妈
因为每次我回娘家时他们都会煮猪干给我吃
还有也是要感谢我的家婆
她买了猪肝粉给我喝
他们各各都很体贴
而且去量体重时
我也还以为我的体重会增加
没想到的是体重没增也没减
可说是好事

反而去私人医院扫描时
宝宝的体重却是大的很快
我的体重没增反而宝宝的增
好奇怪哦
也许我吃的全被孩子吸收吧
宝宝已经是2.7kg了
还剩一个月的时间
如果再没有控制食欲
宝宝会很大哦
最后两个月的宝宝大最快的
希望奇迹会发生
让我的孩子不会重过3kg
这样会比较容易生
现在最好只能吃些水果蔬菜之类的食物

怀孕不是件容易的事
而且是要付出代价的
最好是有个体贴的老公在身旁
要不然你会更气死的
头三个月和最后的几个月是最难熬的
所以医生说只好忍忍忍再忍忍忍
而且最近的脾气特别爆
可以为了一些小事就会爆的那种
总之在这最后一个月里很难熬就对了
晚上无法入睡
很多食物不能吃
只能看不许吃
坐着站着躺着
没有一个姿势是舒服的
而且宝宝也超会动的
因为宝宝慢慢长大了
所以动作会很用力
现在宝宝动的时候
会感到很不舒服
好像要把我的肚子给拉破似的

有好期待快点生但又害怕
grrgrgrgrgrgrgrgrggrrrrrrrr
下个星期又要做检查了
希望一切还是顺顺利利



l0vE y@,
j0yj0y :-)

@@@ 伤心 + 想念 @@@

好伤心哦

老公今天八点多的飞机去KK开会了

好想他哦

自从结婚到现在

我们都没有分开过的

这可算是第一次吧

虽然他只去两天一夜

但给我的感觉却是去了很久似的

也许我是属于依靠型的吧

所以才会如此舍不得

啊啊啊啊～～

多么希望我能够再学习独立点哦

因为不敢一个人睡

所以就回娘家睡

很感谢我的家婆的体谅

希望明天的下午快点来临

那么就可以见到我的臭老公了

!!!!! 好累哦 好害怕哦 好紧张哦 !!!!!

一天一天就这样过去了

时间也越来越接近了

害怕 + 喜乐的时刻将要来临了

很期待

但又很害怕

是不是很矛盾呢

算算～差不多还有剩六个星期

我就要升级成为妈咪了

现在很努力在做准备

读一些有关的书籍

教导我到时要如何照顾一个小生命

『在读书时的我，都没那么努力，现在却。。。嘻嘻』

希望我会成为一个很好的妈咪

把宝宝照顾得很好

也希望生产的过程不会很辛苦

现在开始会觉得很累很累了。。。

尤其在晚上的时候

特别难入睡

很痛苦啊

怎么躺着都是个问题

总觉得不舒服

而且双脚还时常抽筋

抽筋时特别痛的

现在的双脚也开始肿了

希望生好后会恢复原来的身材

很感谢我的好好老公

他真的很体贴

每天晚上会帮我按摩

偶尔也会跟我一起读圣经

每天早上也一定会泡杯牛奶叫我起床

甚至还会陪我去上妈妈课程

虽然有时某些方面他做不好

但我还是

真的很谢谢他

hmmmmm。。。

在买宝宝的东西其实也是件头痛的事

因为

现在宝宝的东西真的是太多太多了

难以做选择

有些人说这个品牌好，有有些人说哪个品牌好

真的是头大

就连选奶瓶都难

因为真的是太多款了

在逛婴儿那一区时

看到的东西

样样我都好喜欢

真的很想把所有的东西都买下来

因为太可爱了

简直像是个疯狂似那样

还剩一些东西还没准备好

希望在这几天能全部完全准备好

希望一切都能顺利的渡过

好了

现在开始感觉到爱睡了

要去休息下了

保重

*****再见*****

may God bless u all

love ya,

j0yj0y

** lEttInG gO **

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[The Lords Prayer

Our Father, who are in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name, Thy Kingdom Come, Thy Will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day, our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil.

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