Wednesday

*****生命的奇迹*****

long time no update my blog lo...
not im too busy to update bt d pro is im so lazy...
cuz of long time no work le so nw became mr n mr lazy le...

y pregnant de women cant look pretty de...
i edy been pregnant for 6 months le...
n my face r looking so so pale... :-(
pregnant isnt an easy job...
i suffer for d 1st 3 months...
thanks God tat i felt much better after tat...
in d 1st 3 months i had lost my weight...
after tat my weight suddenly add add add...
in 1 month can add until 2 kg...
oh my~~~ grrrrrrrrr....
now started keep on finding food to eat...
my tummy is full le....bt dunno y my mouth r too "itchy"
wana eat things so much...
my tummy edy cant support le....bt... haiz...
b4 my tummy is very very small...
if i dun tell ppl tat i had pregnant no one ll noe it....
bt now when it is 6 months... my tummy baru jump out...
when i look at myself at d mirror....
oh no.....
im looking fatty =.=
i nvr been so so so fat like now...
dun even dare to take a pic.....
wuwuwuuwu :-(
it is bcuz im pregnant...
i reli wori tat ll i cant get bc like b4 de weight after i gv birth????
so so wori tat i ll became ah bui after tat la.... 
if like tat i need to say goodbye to my old clothes le... :-(
haiz....
ppl say tat pregnant women owes ll think bout many many useless things....
i agree wif it...
cuz im now in this kind de situation...
even sometimes my tears ll suddenly drop w/o any reason....

althou pregnant is diff bt it is so so miracle too..
cuz its reli hard to believe tat a life can living inside my tummy...
i can felt d heart beat...o even things moving....
everytime when i go scanning.... i can see my baby...
im so so happy to c it...




in 3th of jan i went for a special scan which is diff from d other day... bt i dunno wat is its name in english...
i only noe chinese name which is called 深切扫描..

i heard ppl said in sibu here only gt one doc got do such scanning...dunno la
it is used to check whether ur baby is ok o not..
scan d baby brain, heart, bone, finger, toes....can check deeply...
it only can scan when it is 黄金时期。around 20 to 22 weeks ba... i forgot le...
n it takes around half an hour n cost around RM2xx....

b4 we scan, d doc ll explain wat is d used to do tis scanning...
it ll nt bring any effect to d baby...
we can c our baby in 4D...(act i would like to show u guy bt im not at my own house nw so i cant show u...
im soli...)
after tat d doc asked me to lay down on d bed...
b4 tat d doc wont say anything cuz he wan to c clearly den js ll say anything....
it ll start scan from d head to d toe...
when scan until d heart...
d doc keep on adjust many position to look at it...
so so long for he to look at it...
my hubby n i r so so wori at tat time...
cuz we thou got something wrong wif it...
i keep on pray to God... pls pls pls dun let anything happen...
after a while den d doc said its normal....
thanks God...
n d doc even teach us how to look at it...
n he explain to us...
wat is d thing tat he show us....
finally everything is normal...
reli reli thanks God...
jz one thing make me so so wori is d doc said...

肚脐带是在宝宝的喉咙那里绕着。。。
但暂时没什么危险。。。
因为宝宝在现在的时候是很会转动的。。。
所以医生叫我别担心。。。
但我还是会担心。。。
因为我听到过很多这样的case,最后就变成要开刀早产把宝宝拿出来。。。
我非常非常的担心。。
我一直祷告神要保守我的宝宝。。。
甚至每天晚上我都会读一章圣经节给我宝宝听。。。
然后也会跟他讲话。。。
跟他说话时,他好像有在听你们说话的。。
有时他会好像给你们发应。。
你跟他说好一句,他就会替你一下。。
总之真的很神奇。。

在这里,我希望如果你们有在看我的部落格的人,
能为我的宝宝祷告。。。
我会非常的感激。

in this pregnant de time, d most things tat make me so so scary de is i had to go to d clinic to do d checking...
i went for 2 clinic...
one is private de n d other one is poliklinik..
d private one only for scanning...
n d other one is for checking deeply...
y government d clinic owes ll make ppl feel scary de??
n d service is reli reli so so lousy tat i can say...
haiz...
when go to poliklinik...
reli hav to wait for so so long...
reli waste time at there...
private one i had go for many times...
bt d government de i only go for 2 times..
n this 2 time reli so so scary..
cuz hav to suntik..
reli painful la =.=
im reli too scare even d nurse is laughing at me la....
oh my... reli reli pai se la :-(
i hate i hate i hate to go to d clinic...
i hope i no need to go poliklinik gainz.....
but ~~~haiz...

some say go to general hospital give birth is better bt some say go for private one is better...
im so so so wori...
dunno which one should i choose....
not every private one is good de...
haiz....
headache =.=
can anyone gv me so comment bout this???
im reli scare to gv birth la..
cuz i cant stand d pain...
even a little bit de pain i edy cant stand le...
haiz... im too too useless le ba... heheh :-p

k la,
i hav to stop here le...
hope can upload pic in d next blog....
may God bless u all :-)
hav a great day...












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