*****生命的奇迹*****

long time no update my blog lo...
not im too busy to update bt d pro is im so lazy...
cuz of long time no work le so nw became mr n mr lazy le...

y pregnant de women cant look pretty de...
i edy been pregnant for 6 months le...
n my face r looking so so pale... :-(
pregnant isnt an easy job...
i suffer for d 1st 3 months...
thanks God tat i felt much better after tat...
in d 1st 3 months i had lost my weight...
after tat my weight suddenly add add add...
in 1 month can add until 2 kg...
oh my~~~ grrrrrrrrr....
now started keep on finding food to eat...
my tummy is full le....bt dunno y my mouth r too "itchy"
wana eat things so much...
my tummy edy cant support le....bt... haiz...
b4 my tummy is very very small...
if i dun tell ppl tat i had pregnant no one ll noe it....
bt now when it is 6 months... my tummy baru jump out...
when i look at myself at d mirror....
oh no.....
im looking fatty =.=
i nvr been so so so fat like now...
dun even dare to take a pic.....
wuwuwuuwu :-(
it is bcuz im pregnant...
i reli wori tat ll i cant get bc like b4 de weight after i gv birth????
so so wori tat i ll became ah bui after tat la.... 
if like tat i need to say goodbye to my old clothes le... :-(
haiz....
ppl say tat pregnant women owes ll think bout many many useless things....
i agree wif it...
cuz im now in this kind de situation...
even sometimes my tears ll suddenly drop w/o any reason....

althou pregnant is diff bt it is so so miracle too..
cuz its reli hard to believe tat a life can living inside my tummy...
i can felt d heart beat...o even things moving....
everytime when i go scanning.... i can see my baby...
im so so happy to c it...

in 3th of jan i went for a special scan which is diff from d other day... bt i dunno wat is its name in english...
i only noe chinese name which is called 深切扫描..
i heard ppl said in sibu here only gt one doc got do such scanning...dunno la
it is used to check whether ur baby is ok o not..
scan d baby brain, heart, bone, finger, toes....can check deeply...
it only can scan when it is 黄金时期。around 20 to 22 weeks ba... i forgot le...
n it takes around half an hour n cost around RM2xx....

b4 we scan, d doc ll explain wat is d used to do tis scanning...
it ll nt bring any effect to d baby...
we can c our baby in 4D...(act i would like to show u guy bt im not at my own house nw so i cant show u...
im soli...)
after tat d doc asked me to lay down on d bed...
b4 tat d doc wont say anything cuz he wan to c clearly den js ll say anything....
it ll start scan from d head to d toe...
when scan until d heart...
d doc keep on adjust many position to look at it...
so so long for he to look at it...
my hubby n i r so so wori at tat time...
cuz we thou got something wrong wif it...
i keep on pray to God... pls pls pls dun let anything happen...
after a while den d doc said its normal....
thanks God...
n d doc even teach us how to look at it...
n he explain to us...
wat is d thing tat he show us....
finally everything is normal...
reli reli thanks God...
jz one thing make me so so wori is d doc said...

肚脐带是在宝宝的喉咙那里绕着。。。
但暂时没什么危险。。。
因为宝宝在现在的时候是很会转动的。。。
所以医生叫我别担心。。。
但我还是会担心。。。
因为我听到过很多这样的case，最后就变成要开刀早产把宝宝拿出来。。。
我非常非常的担心。。
我一直祷告神要保守我的宝宝。。。
甚至每天晚上我都会读一章圣经节给我宝宝听。。。
然后也会跟他讲话。。。
跟他说话时，他好像有在听你们说话的。。
有时他会好像给你们发应。。
你跟他说好一句，他就会替你一下。。
总之真的很神奇。。

在这里，我希望如果你们有在看我的部落格的人，
能为我的宝宝祷告。。。
我会非常的感激。

in this pregnant de time, d most things tat make me so so scary de is i had to go to d clinic to do d checking...
i went for 2 clinic...
one is private de n d other one is poliklinik..
d private one only for scanning...
n d other one is for checking deeply...
y government d clinic owes ll make ppl feel scary de??
n d service is reli reli so so lousy tat i can say...
haiz...
when go to poliklinik...
reli hav to wait for so so long...
reli waste time at there...
private one i had go for many times...
bt d government de i only go for 2 times..
n this 2 time reli so so scary..
cuz hav to suntik..
reli painful la =.=
im reli too scare even d nurse is laughing at me la....
oh my... reli reli pai se la :-(
i hate i hate i hate to go to d clinic...
i hope i no need to go poliklinik gainz.....
but ~~~haiz...

some say go to general hospital give birth is better bt some say go for private one is better...
im so so so wori...
dunno which one should i choose....
not every private one is good de...
haiz....
headache =.=
can anyone gv me so comment bout this???
im reli scare to gv birth la..
cuz i cant stand d pain...
even a little bit de pain i edy cant stand le...
haiz... im too too useless le ba... heheh :-p

k la,
i hav to stop here le...
hope can upload pic in d next blog....
may God bless u all :-)
hav a great day...

TATA !!

**** bOrInG ****

boring boring boring~~~~

today d school start n it non of my business....
how come????

oh no oh no....
reli very very boring....

how can i survive w/o a job.....

oh no.....

God pls gv me a job......

wat ll b my next plan???

hmmmm...
everyone is asking me to hav a good rest at home.....
bt i reli reli cnt make myself rest la.. cuz reli too boring....

today js d 1st day staying at home...
i edy cant stand le....
wat can i do for d next day o next next day....n so on.....
haiz...

God, pls help me....

×××× Do Not Give Up 不要放弃 ××××

当你孤单的时候 不要气馁

at times, when u feel alone, God is ur hope

当你在十字路口 不要徘徊

at times, when u feel so lost, He'll guide ur way

当你难过的时侯 擦干眼泪

at times, tears fill ur eyes, try to hold on

当失望的时候 不要放弃

when all ur strength is gone, do not give up

不要放弃

do not give up

张大眼睛看 神要开路啦

open up ur eyes, God ll make a way

打开心胸吧 神要扩张啦

open up ur heart, He ll give us strength

张大眼睛吧 神要开路啦

open up ur eyes, God ll make a way

大声宣告吧 神要扩张啦

shout & proclaim. lift His holy name

紧紧抓住祂 就会有希望

if u js hold on, He ll give u faith

所以不要放弃 不要放弃

so keep on praising, keep on praying

不要放弃啊

do not give up hope

***** it a nice & meaningful  song to share wif u guys!!! use ur heart to read it :-) *****

~~ diS@ppoInteD ~~

i had called to attend an interview on 26.11.2009 but in d end i fail gainz....

this is my 2nd time to fail tat interview....

i heard it d last time for us to apply for d KDC....

i put so much hope in it...

n do lots of prepare....

n dunno y this time de interview r so so relaxing de....

when d result out...

i fail gain...

 reli so so disappointed....

they only choose 2 ppl from sibu here...

haiz....

im loving in teaching now....

but y God dun give me this chance???

im reli so so sad n disappointed...

when waiting for d result...

im so so nervous n scare until i cry...

but.....

reli reli so so sad.....

y i dun hav tat chance oh??

God, pls tell me wat u wan me to do???

is this not d way u wan me to go thru ma???

pls guide me....

人的一生像乘一台公车

人的一生，像乘坐一台公車。
我們知道它有起點和終點，卻無法預知沿途的經歷。
有的人行程長，有的人行程短。
有的人很從容，可以欣賞窗外的景色。
有的人很窘迫，總處於 推搡和擁擠之中。
然而與懸掛在車門上、隨時可能掉下去的人相比，似乎又感欣慰。
獲得舒適與優雅，座位是必不可少的機會，因此總被人們爭搶。
有的人很幸運，一上車就能落座。
有的人很倒楣，即使全車的人都坐下了，他還站著。
有時別處的座位不斷空出來，唯獨身邊這個毫無動靜。
而當你下定決心走向別處，剛才那個座位的人卻正好離開。
為了坐上或保住座位，有的人漠視良心，甚至傷害他人。
有的人卻因為這樣那樣的原因，不得不將到手的座位讓給他人。
有的人用了種種的方式，曆了長長的等待，終於可以坐下。
但這時他已經到站了。
下車的一刻，他回顧車廂，也許會為區區一個座位而感慨，自以為大徹大悟。
其實即使重新來過，他依然會去爭搶，因為有時如果不坐下，連站的位置都沒有。
除非你永遠不上車，而這並不由自己決定。
到站的人下了，車上的人還在。
依然熙熙攘攘，依然上上下下……

當生活是一種快樂的時候，

生命就會充滿喜悅

當生活成了責任，

生命就是一種奴隸。

但如果快樂和責任放在一起，

快樂就是一種責任了。

活得好，

有各種的理由，

但社會上給我們的觀念

則是有錢走遍天下，

無錢寸步難行。

卻成為我們人生在世的一種迷思了。

猶記新聞報導，

有個富翁自覺什麼都擁有了

所以就跳樓自殺，

但他似乎是缺少了快樂的動力。

有錢我們更需要快樂，

工作是義務，

但快樂則是責任了。

快樂要怎麼來呢？

1、喘口氣吧！ 人生有太多的行程，甚至很苦，何不讓自已喘一口氣呢 等待並非全無收穫，而是有了滿滿的準備。

2、把握現在： 休息的時候別想工作，運動的時候別想家庭 這一刻做什麼就專心的做，分心會影響生活的樂趣變的不快樂。

3、走出大自然： 面對工作的壓力，是否覺得青山綠水的重要了， 如果快樂是你的責任，請走出大自然醫治你的煩惱吧！

4、每日一笑： 人生不如意十之八九，我們必須相信有希望 雖然有苦有樂，但至少每天給自已一個笑容 看笑話，聽笑話，當笑話，讓自已的笑從今天開始。

5、觀察幽默： 想想你在生活中，覺得哪位朋友，或哪個人你覺得 他很幽默的，請把他記下來，也順便學習 幽默可代替煩惱最好的解藥。

6、尋找興趣： 每天除了工作，看電視，休息，似乎就沒有什麼特別的 活動，不免覺得生活很 無聊，不如尋找一個興趣 讓自已學習，例如學樂器，看書，運動等等的活動 就不會覺得生活充斥著無聊了

7、多親近歡樂的人 常常接觸你覺得溫馨、快樂的朋友也沈浸自已在快樂的人生當中。

祝福各位把快樂當做責任，把煩惱當做垃圾。 一起努力吧！

*****nice article took from my email.... hope u ppl like it *****

:-)

mY nEw lIfE

j0y n AnDY

~` our rInG`~

1st of june is my big day - my wedding

althou is not like wat i wan bt still thanks to GOD tat its going on very well...

(im so sad cuz my daddy cant bring me in d church n pass me to mu hubby. when our wedding rehearsal , d in charge ppl jz told me tat we had edy register for 3 months so my dad cant bring me in.... how sad m i when i heard it.... at tat time i reli dun wan to go on d rehearsal.... n im totally so so sad..... my eyes is full of tears.... cant control de.... my tears drop dw my face....... i dunno come c us rehearsal de ppl got c it o not cuz i turn on my bc to them..... im so so so angry tat y she dun wan say it early bt y jz say it when my rehearsal????? make me darm bad mood.... when reach home im crying gain.... cuz my daddy is a non christian.... so hard he jz agree to bring me in..... bt in d end tat i cant hav my dad bring me in..... reli not fair at all... cuz we dunno this rule at all.... as a christian, it is so proud tat to hav a father bringing his daughter walk in d church.... hmmmm..... this is d things most make me unhappy....... bt anyway many ppl come attend my wedding at d church...... thanks to u guys....)

most thanks to Christina lau (pig pig) n ur sista - Grace.... thanks for attenting my wedding....

miss u guys so much :-)

thanks to my sisters n cousins for bully my hubby.....

so pity de hubby....

he had choose balsam pear to drink.....

how bitter it is.....

hohohoohoho~~~~

hiahiahaihai :-)
wat a bad wife m i...

so bad cuz i dun hav tat pic to show u guys,,,,,

hmmm....

~they r dancing under hot sun directed by my bro~~so pity oh!!!happily they got take video let me c.... hehhehehe ```thanks to Zhen ya :-)

~wif my daddy n mummy~

~at nite de us :-) i more like nite de make up than morning de~

my 2nd dress

among all wee's cousins....

im d 1st one to get marry...

n our family de members r very naughty de...

no matter old de o young de...

all r like to disturb ppl de...

so hubby u r d 1st to bully by them....

sorry ya cuz they jz wan hav FUN in our big days....

smile :-)

im reli so glad n happy cuz many of my cousins n frens coming bc to attend my wedding...

even thou daddy n mummy's best fren....

all also coming bc...

thx to all of them...

n thanks to my Godmum...

she's d oe who is busy out n in here during my wedding....

reli thx a lot....

thx to them who helps during my wedding..... :-)

thanks to Law King n MEng yien...

thanks for both of u big angpow...

i reli appreciate it very very much....

May GOD bless everyone...

May GOD bless me n my hubby...

n hope to hav good news soon :-)

well,

i gtg stop here le...

to b continue.....

TATA!!!

ItS @lL bOuT m3

hI eVeryOne, im jOyjOy..

tis is my 1st blog...

hope to write some to share wif u guy bout my story...

begin wif my life....

past n present~~~

its full of joy, sad, heart break n so on.......

in my life there r 2 guys tat i met...

one is AL n another is AN....

one is same age n another is older than me 6 yrs....

both of them r quite different....

althou AL is past le... bt he ll still in my memory..

i wont forget bout it no matter how he treat me b4....

cuz ur my 1st guy in my life...

AL n i had been noe each other since we r in secondary schoo...

we r best buddy b4....

quite funny when i noe he fall in love in me....

reli funny...

how come this guy ll fall in love wif me....

hhahahhhahha :-)

b4 this i keep on reject him cuz no feel...

bt when we r 19...den start our love story....

wah~~~~

reli unexpected things happen.....

me n him can b a couple.....

kkekkeekke.....

its started a happy time....

we talk on d phone whole nite....

too many things to b share.....

now dun remember we talk bout wat le....

i still remember tat AL accompany me join a camp called praise n worship camp...

its around 3 days...

i thk..

it is a pastor came from sabah teaching us how to use a musical instrument in a team...

reli miss tat time...

we r hand in hand in d ceremony...

reli SWEET~~~

tat time AL reli so so so good....

whenever he came bc from KL he ll brought something to me....

tat's is CHOCOLATE....

i ike d most... :-)

got a rabbit de chocolate....

hehhehe~~~~

oh ya b4 i forgt...

i still remember one things...

he gv me a big surprice....

dunno when u c this ll u still remember???

hmmmm....

got one time i represent my niece's parents to bring her to attend a mini sports day....

n tat time AL is coming bc cbu tat day jz i duno d flight....

n we r talk on d ph....

he say he wan sleep for a while n ask me to wake him up after one hrs ba.... i thk....

den after one hrs i started to call him....

oh my..... i was so nervous cuz cant call...

i afraid he ll missed his flight....

im so so wori...

but after a while he calls me le.... :-)

act at this time he is reach cbu airport le bt he dun wan to tel me...

he jz told me jz now at KL airport no line....

den stupid de me reli thrust in him....

hahhahahah :-)

how stupid m i.....

den he keep on asking wat i wan to eat n where m i??

i say i wan to eat KFC my favourite....

i forgt wat name is tat le...

and i duno he is gv me a surprise....

hehhehe....

den after tat i continue play games wif my niece....

after a while i heard a car's sound very familiar...

den i look out.....

ohmy......

its reli him.....

i was so happy at tat time...

thx a lot ya AL :-)

its reli so sweet.....

oh ya i still remember when u wan to go KL gain u ll owes bring my BABY snoopy go wif u....

u said tat represent me :-)

it reli sweet :-)

n nw i guess i wont hav it bc gain.....:-(

pls tak good care of my baby snoopy ya...

b4 ths i used to write a diary...

record all happy n unhappy things....

bt after AL had leave me den all d memory also gone wif him forever le....

me n him reli facing many many things...

when we r a couple...

b4 this many of my fren r jealous me n AL...

cuz we r too sweet tat time....

bt dunno when start we no longer sweet gainz....

everyday only noe quarrel....

he started make me cant find him o we talk less....

n many many things...

make me no peace at all tat time....

cuz we r in different place...

i hate long distance de relationship...

its reli so so suffer....

i still remember 1st time i bake a cake n tat cake j from AL de bday cake...

until nw i still dunno it delicious o not cuz i dun dare to eat it....

hehhehehe...

his mummy n aunty them all got eat it....

im so so paise tat time la....

cuz of my lousy cake :-(

some of our story i edy forgt le.... sorry AL...

i jz remember d last time i hug u.......

den after tat u r gone forver.....

i cant even find u....

u leave w/o saying anything....

tat time is my worse time....

i keep on find any way to find u out....

i thou something had happen to u....

d last time u talk to me is "lao po, i wan go to work le"

den after tat nvr heard ur voice ever again/....

mb u plan to do so......w/o telling me///

u thk tis is d good way from me n u.....

n tat's d end between me n AL.... i thk....

den after three months i lost contact wif AL

i met wif AN....

AN reli nice to me...

i also got tell him bout AL n me4 de things...

he can accept it.....

thx God for listen to my prayer for sending me a angel to me....

after i engage....

i n AL started contact gainz....

it quite long time we haven contact...

den finally we contact...

at tat time i jz hope can hav my things bc....

n i dun thk tat we can hav a nice talk....

cuz i dun hav any feel wif him gainz...

bt after we talk...

wah~~~

reli unexpected

we can talk much nice than b4 we did....

we jz felt like bc to b4 le....

d feeling reli so great....

when he heard tat i ll get marry soon...

he reli so so sad...

at tat moment,

we jz realise tat we still love each other...

bt everything is too late le.....

how sad!!!!!

i keep on asking myself y this kind de thing ll happen in my life???

it jz like a movie de???

y when my life start to cool down this things ll came up again....

?????????????

no matter how he did to me b4,

i no longer hate him anymore....

cuz GOD can forgive peter for 3 times dun recognise him....

so do i......

when we say out everything .....

im so so struggle...

dunno which way to go.....

i hope to choose AL n hope to choose AN.....

my life at tat time reli reli very complicated......

if we contact early b4 i met wif AN mb d ending ll b different....

hmmm.......

for AL,

i wan to tell....

no matter how...

i ll still support u for everything tat u do it now....

hope u can feel my blessing n support in ur heart...

hope this time u can successfully finish ur studies...

n congrat to u finally u can hav u like de course.....

hope one day can c u in F1 racing .....

gambade ya :-)

all d best to u n ur family....

May GOD bless u all :-)

thx to ur sis too....

thx her for being so good wif me tat time :-)

oh ya..

i wan go get ready le....

my students is coming tuition soon....

to b continue....

hope u guys enjoy reading my story :-)

take care n God bless

TATA!!!!